Random thoughts are running through my mind right now which is pretty normal to me. I was staring at my photos, thinking of something. I was reminiscing at the same time. I can’t believe I’m no longer a teen anymore and yes, it hasn’t sunk in me yet.
Dress and Clutch: H&M | Sandals and Sunnies: bazaar
I still feel like a 16-year old high school, enjoying my teenage life. I suddenly missed my teenage years and my childhood years too. There comes a point in our lives when we realize that real life hasn’t started yet. When were kids, we thought we knew what we want to be when we grow up; but when the time comes that we need to face the real world, we don’t know where we want to be, we don’t know what we want to do. From “When I grow up, I want to be…” to “What do I really want to be?”, from dreams to reality. To tell you honestly, I still don’t know where would I be 5 years from now. I can’t see myself anywhere and that disappoints me. The thing is, sometimes, we chill too much to the point that we tend to forget that we’re growing up. Sooner or later, we will face the real world and we have to manage our own lives. We have to walk in the path that’s aligned with our own desires. We shouldn’t be afraid of switching paths, of making wrong decisions because sometimes things have to go very wrong before they can be right. We have to fail so we could learn how to stand up. If you’re experiencing the same dilemma as mine, we don’t have to pressure ourselves. Let’s take it easy. Of course, the future is very important, but the more we overthink, the less we can decide on what we really want to do. However good or bad our situations are now, it will change. Life is fun, let’s enjoy it while we’re young! Always remember that there’s always a pot of gold at the end of every rainbow, keep walking :)